Going to give this a try

Been thinking about blogging for a while so now I am going to give this a try. Going to keep it private for a while so I can figure this out : ) so here is today postingI am loving the weather today it finally feels like fall even though I know soon I will be wishing for he sun. Enjoying a few precious minutes of quiet time while the kids are resting. Not sleeping for sure but at least quiet and resting. They are redoing our sewer lines in the street in front of us and that noise makes it hard to rest. Tristan got a shot today it is so hard once they are old enough to know that it is going to hurt and you still have to hold them down so they can get it done. He was so proud of himself and said "I am BRAVE" he got a dinosaur ring and sister got a ball even though she was just moral suport. We went to bible study after that and I was really worried that Tristan wouldn't like it bc it is all little girls but he said he had a good time and wants to go back. Thank you lord I really needed something to be easy. I don't know if I still made the right decision to start going to this bible study and not the one on mondays but I am really trying to listen to gods voice wish he would speak louder : ) Praying this is a church that we can really get connected to.I am so thankful for Edith she has been such a blessing and literally a life saver Hopefully tomorrow we can get toghether for a playdate especially for ethan who could really use a friend. Maybe after praying for over 2 years God is finally going to answer my prayers for friends and a good church where we can get connected. I felt bad when I told Peggy I wasn't going to be comming to moms connection but i really needed to do something different and felt really on the outside of that group even though i have been goind longer than most everyone else. I quess God just didn't want me to make any real connection with anyone there. Thankful for Lisa though who says she still wants to get together and maybe I will start going to mops in sutherlin so then I can at least see them once a month. There were so many needs during prayer request time so many people hurting makes my small little world really not seem that bad. They talked about living in the spirit sure wish I could remember that I have the power of the spirit for everything and that i just need to rely on him to do it through me. I feel like satan has really gotton some footholds in my life and I really need to make sure I get him to let go.